wishsome

 Tonight I am in a wishsome, lonesome, miss-some mood.

I know we are in the right place for our family,
and I am glad that we moved here for so many reasons,
and I even knew it would be hard like this.

Tonight, I'm just letting myself feel that.
I've been browsing all my picture folders from the past two years.

Tomorrow we have some neighbors coming over for lunch.  I'm making crepes, and hopefully Nicholas will have fun playing with his new little friend.   

Tonight,  though,
I wish I could go back.